I’m awake, hardly slept, and honestly don’t know how I feel right now.
But I do know one thing: going through my day today is going to suck
Anonymous said: i'm sorry. i didn't mean for that to be offensive. and i really do hope you feel better.
No, it wasn’t offensive, it’s just…
After you reach a certain point, words of reassurance just don’t seem to mean much anymore. When you constantly have to pull yourself out of a void of anxiety, self-doubt, and depression, those words lose power in reaching you.
Right now I don’t need reassurance. At this point, I just need someone to weather the storm with.
Anonymous said: i'm sure you'll feel a bit better in the morning. and remember, hard times are temporary. you'll be just fine, and everything will fall into place. whatever that means to you.
You mean well. I know you do. As much as I appreciate it the sentiment, what I don’t need right now are generic “things-will-be-better” sayings coming from an anon. It’s something I tell myself constantly in feeble attempts to reassure myself, but in the end they’re words that mean nothing until they actually happen…
Anonymous said: hang in there, buddy. don't know how much any of this means coming from a stranger on anon, but i hope you feel better.
It’s appreciated, anon. Really.